On the 24th day, I changed my mind and did not go out to see the Nobleman. I know I know, yes. I do realize that I said I will keep my options open to new experiences, newer men, and perhaps new feelings but this I find very hard. It is hard because I am too hooked to The One. It feels like cheating and going against what I truly want, hope for, and believe in. If this has worked for others, then it is a tough one for me. I may as well stick to what I believe is right because if I don't, then what will be left from the person who happens to be me?
I love my beau and do not wish to cheat on him or play around. I never had the energy to two-time. Besides, why risk things? I do not wish to cheat not for him but because of who I am. I am not a cheater and hopefully will never become one.
If I went out, I may have enjoyed my time but what goes around comes around and if you hope to end up with someone faithful, the least you can do is be faithful yourself.
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Till we meet again,
Sedeso
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