More doubts on my 12th day. Do doubts diminish happiness or are these 2 unrelated?
You see: My beau was ill. I cannot help but wonder: Is he really ill or feigning it to go to a party? If it is the latter, why do not trust him? This is the fundamental question I should be asking myself.
As soon as I realized my shaky belief and doubts and what was going on in my mind, I reminded myself immediately of many things:
1) that if he truly loved me, nothing will keep him away
2) that if he wants to be unfaithful nothing will stop him
3) that if he chose to remain faithful, no stunner can take him away
4) that I should trust him more and not allow past experiences to ruin this for me
5) that trusting him means trusting myself
And so, I went to watch a movie with my sibling and decided to shake away all those doubts because they will bring me nothing but heartache.
I will put my hand on my heart and hope for the best always.
I also believe that daily recitation of the holy book is having a positive effect on my nerves.
____________________________Sedeso
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