I am not sure that I trust Sabah. She bailed out on Mehendi after she got a dinner invitation from God knows who, wished me well in my speech and left it at that. There is something very odd about this girl, something I cannot quite put my finger on but it makes me so restless and agitated at the thought of how good I have always been to her and how she ignored me when I was in my city. But you know what, I won't dwell so much on it, I will let it be and if she was not true to me, then life will bring it out one day.
So I got my nails done and put Mehendi on, and oh how I've missed it. I love adorning my hands and feet with Mehendi and I am addicted to sniffing it. It's a pity I don't do this very often.
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Before sleeping, my beau called me to thank me sincerely for all the work I put into getting his nephew to study in Reading. I am not sure if he knows it, but there is literally nothing I wouldn't do for him. And I made sure he knew it when I bbéd him: عيوني لك . I hope he appreciates all that I do for him and I truly hope that he realizes that he will never ever find any woman better than your truly.
So on the 15th day, happiness was with him. It appears that I have placed the huge reason for happiness in the palms of The One. I realize that I shouldn't: that happiness should emanate from within me and only I should be responsible for it but for now, and at this stage of my life, and considering how much I am in love with this man, I cannot help but link him to my eternal happiness. Sigh
Till we meet again,
Sedeso
PS: I must admit that the Mehendi added joy to my day.
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