I don't know what to make of this day:
There is nothing I want more from this life than to be hitched to The One and have his babies. This feeling is so powerful. This dream is so clear in my mind. This desire is so focused. I want this more than anything else in from this life.
So what did I do on my 10th day? I excused myself from the girls and sat and wrote and wrote and edited until I was done with my speech. And you know what, it turned out to be A-okay. Inspiring and brilliant if I may say since it all came from the heart and none of it was copied from the net. It also has a humorous twist to it and is somehow atypical. Can't wait to get a positive reaction from it.
And in between all that, I was finishing up his nephew's paperwork. It makes me so happy when my beau relies on me with everything.
He said something that somehow interested me: That he felt old now. He is no longer a young man. This raised my hopes slightly. Is he finally considering settling down? Is the thought of having a family tingling his mind?
Fingers crossed I am the woman he hopes to settle down with.
Lord, please give me what my heart desires the most. Please give me The One, let us marry and live happily ever after.
Still attracted to this dress:
Till we meet again,
Sedeso
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